Farewell my dear friend

Farewell my sweet sweet girl.  She was my best friend for 19 years without fail she was there for me with unconditional love, a nicker, a soft nose to kiss, and a sure and steady presence.  Ebony turned 28 on May 10 and on May 12 she moved on to a place that I believe has endless green pastures, no pain, and an endless supply of carrots.  She was a constant strength in my life and I cannot imagine it without her.  I will miss her every day  without question.  My husband Mark bought her for me on our first Christmas together.  There has not been too many days since then that I haven't seen her.  Yesterday, after weeks of trying to get her well and pain free - I let her go.  It was the hardest goodbye I have ever made and my heart feels like there is a huge hole in it.  I know I did the right thing, the unselfish thing, the kind thing - I let her go when she had a perfect morning - she went out to graze in her favorite pasture with he buddy Spot eating grass in the sunshine, I gave her a bag of carrots for them to share and I told her how much I loved her and I thanked her for all she had given me.  And I said goodbye and that I would see her on the other side when my time comes.  My heart is broken and I miss you beyond measure.  I love you my sweet, sweet girl - my rose smelling horse.

Comments

[Maija Lepore]

Oh my darling Gina-
I am so sorry for the grief you must be feeling. The last year has been so very difficult for you. I remember a bunch of us talking about our pets at ArtFest 2007, and I remember the passion you felt when speaking about your beloved horse.

[lk]

Oh, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you... xo

[Cindy Dean]

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Very sad. There is something so special about a horses bond.

[Kim Calloway]

Oh Gina, I am sooo sorry to read about your great loss. I have been enjoying your beautiful blog for a few months now, and have not left any comments until now. I'm sorry about that. Your lovely note that you wrote about your horse made me cry. I can feel your loss. I truly believe what you said about her going on to greener pastures. Take care of yourself.

[Kimbo]

I thank God everyday for the love and joy my animals bring into my life, and it is so obvious that you loved and cherished that special bond with Ebony. It is beautiful and bittersweet to read about...It is so hard to lose that, especially when our animal companions love us so unconditionally and really bring the best kind of loving out of us. Be gentle and kind to yourself while you grieve.
Sending loving thoughts,
Kim

[Chris Kalina]

Dear Gina, I'm so sorry to hear this sad news. Our connection with our animals is so dear, it is such a loss. Celebrate her memory and be kind to yourself while you grieve.

[m i c h e l l e]

Dear Gina...I am so sad to hear of the loss of your beautiful friend. My heart hurts for you. Hugs to you.

[ginny ballou]

Oh, Gina, I was so saddened to read about Ebony. So very sad - our bonds with our animals are hard to explain rationally, but some of the truest love I have ever felt or received has been from a pet. The only solace will be gained with time and knowing how much you loved and shared with her. Love, Ginny

[NancyB]

So sorry to hear about your loss...Many many hugs for you! xo

[Teri, Michele & Shalimar]

The precious love you shared with Ebony will keep her alive in your heart forever and the spirit of your beloved Ebony will linger on to comfort you.
We all miss Ebony terribly at the barn. She was a beautiful, kind and loving spirit.

[Judy Wilkenfeld]

I hope you are feeling ok, I am sorry for your loss.
xo

[Catherine Witherell]

I'm sorry Gina for your loss. Take care of yourself in this sad time.